It`s been a while since I`ve made a long post so I`ll work on this one.

I realized a lot of things this week. It`s as simple as that, well not quite.

First, I realized that the best way to get rid of your problems is to sing them off, even if you may irritate your friends. :)) I did this the whole week, like I was high on drugs. VERY high. :)) I was so not myself this week, thinking very poorly. So during lunch, I would purposely sing TERRIBLE my own rendition of "Making Love out of Nothing at all" by Air Supply. Yes, it would irritate most of my class. Well, actually, I wasn`t only singing MLOONAT . I would dance the popular novelty song "Giling-giling" or do the infamous "Siiiiiing" by the irritating girl in Wowowee. =)) Sorry! :)) Well, that`s just me.

Second, You can`t get everything in this world. This is proven and tested many times, so I need not explain.

Third, YOU CANNOT TRUST ANYBODY. It`ll just hurt you in the end, knowing that you gave alot in one person and get pain in return. Trusting someone is both a burden to you and to the person. It is a burden to hat person because they have the responsibility to keep that trust which may cause massive distraction to the yourself. But if there is a need to trust anyone, IT IS YOURSELF. You know yourself best.

Fourth, It really hurts to see something you put alot of effort to, put to waste. This happened in Geometry. We had this test, I got perfect there, and most of the class failed. Naturally on my part, I would be happy. But this would fade two days after, when Madam gave a new test and said that the first one was invalid. :| She explained the process again, I still got perfect and everyone passed. Call me a grade-conscious insensitive bitch, but I needed it BADLY, and to see other people excel when I had my shining moment, for me was UNFAIR AND INSULTING.

Fifth, The people you least expect to be your closest friends, truly are the ones with lots of sense. To be honest, there was this one person, a textmate of mine, who I realized that she had some of the best things to say, and I was gladly there to help. Well, maybe it`s because we share similar experiences and we have links so that`s why. And I think she really is a good friend of mine, even better than some of my BARKADA. Sorry guys. :)

AND MY SIXTH, MOVE FORWARD, glance for a while. I learned that whatever things that pull you back, fight it. Cry a bit if you must, but move forward.

Have an awesome weekend.
-Rod