Well I thought at first that 2008 is going to be my year, well I was absolutely wrong.
The year went off great, however this week sucked. It`s not because of my low scores in the exams or my stupidity under pressure. However, it is because of the fact that I`ve been blind from reality all along. I`ve given up when it was too late. I never saw that fantasy isn`t reality AND IT NEVER WILL BE.

So today, Mrs. Raguin said we`re gonna have a contest on Saturday in Math. I said NO, I`M NOT JOINING because our topics are way behind, there is not much time left and I don`t want to make a fool of myself. YES, in front of the whole class.

Time is moving fast. IN a few months, I`m gonna be a Junior already and suddenly, I`m going to be old already, with a job, with a family and sooner, I`ll be looking back at the days when I was younger, when surviving life was a challenge and were happy smiles were enough to make me say, "THANK YOU, LORD."

Well I was reading Ate Cathe`s blog a while ago and I read something about not having best friends. I don`t have a best friend and I know I will never have because I`m a loner, no matter what happens.

Long Test Week is next week. This is something I need to boost my grades and be on top again. That slot is the most important thing for me. I need a good future.

I miss my barkada already. They`re always so busy with dances that 5 of us remain and we are separated into factions. Especially they won`t be around for our anniversary on Tuesday, it really is a sad thing.

I don`t know what to do. I`m fine but confused:|